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Sun Hats
It would seem that I have a bit of the writers block. Not because I don’t have much to say, rather I have too much to write about but for once my impulse to be honest is stopping me because I feel...
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From One to Ten
Technology is a beautiful thing. Z has been able to facetime with us almost every single morning and night while he has been gone. He calls somewhere around 7 or 8 am for us and 8 or 9 pm for him. And...
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Z’s Back
The day before Z came home my body stopped behaving. I had a twitch in my left pointer finger and thumb that was unrelenting and terrifying. The anxiety made my throat close up. It was hard to breath,...
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Proud
It is hard to give myself credit for achieving goals because the anxiety, the stupid bitch who is making it so hard to reach those goals to begin with, whispers to me that they aren’t a big deal. She...
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August in Pictures
We started the month with a trip to Baltimore so Z could get his 40th birthday tattoo. Z finished the boat treehouse. It’s pretty damn awesome. T turned 4 on August 13th. He asked for a Transformers...
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From Sixty To Zero
It looked like I had a stomach bug. After dinner I apologized and told Z I needed to lie down. Lately I’ve developed a stupid little habit. I play solitaire until I win on my phone and then I go to...
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Missed Day
The whole time we were away visiting family over the holidays I didn’t miss a single jog. Timed my rest days as travel days, made it happen no matter what. Five days a week I was out there. And I had...
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Undermined By the Bitch
Sometimes I am jealous of bipolar people. I know. That sounds insane. It sounds like I don’t understand what a terrible and serious disease bipolar is. I do understand. Really. And I promise I don’t...
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The Bitch Loves Vacation
Anxiety disorders don’t just melt away when you go on vacation. My bitch climbed uninvited into the rental car when we left my parent’s house. Evidently she also booked a seat on the flight down to...
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Four Years and Ten Months
Four years and ten months ago we moved to Syracuse. Our sweet little house just became the dwelling I have lived in longer than any other in my life. Before I left home for college I lived in 9 places....
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